Engagement parties, bridal showers, wedding dinners, housewarming parties & before you know it’s the baby showers & children’s birthday parties that you are attending…
I don’t know. Kids make me nauseous.
I love attending all the social functions stated before the baby shower part. So far, out of luck & some careful planning, I have managed to avoid quite a few children-related events.
Love to attend wedding cause there is food, drinks and to catch up with people.
Engagements & bridal showers can be heartwarming, fun and kinda of crazy at times.
Housewarming are cool cause I’ve always wanted to get a place of my own. My very own private sanctuary. Its my ultimate dream.
Babies… Crying. Drooling. Screaming. Shitting & peeing all over. I don’t know what’s cute or nice about that.
Given how the world & reality is. Its seems cruel to bring another life out to this world to suffer.
I don’t mean to offend anyone.
I understand that there are many people who enjoys motherhood and love kids. That is their kind of dream. Just not mine. I just not able to feel or share in their joy.
Maybe I am just a selfish b*tch. I don’t want anybody to cramp my style & change my life. I hate to put other’s interests above mine. I don’t want to & I just can’t.
Many tell me that my mindset will change once the maternal instincts kick in. Thing is, if I know it sucks, why would I even go there in the first place?
I am quite determined to not let that happen. I enjoy my own space & freedom too much. I like to do things on impulse & go anywhere on a whim.
I may be alone. But I am not lonely.
Sometimes, it seems like people get married & have kids because:
– they are supposed to (somebody told them to, most likely parents, relatives or peers)
– it is presumed to be the correct or normal thing to do at a certain age (societal norms)
– they want to have a family of their own (human instinct for survival & procreation)
& yada yada yada so on…
It’s just like why do I have to do it just because everyone else is doing it?
& just because everyone else is doing it, doesn’t mean its right for me.
But I don’t want to be in a “never say never coz it will come true” situation. So lets just wait & see where life takes me… 🙂