I have an addiction.

Hi… My name is XXX. I have an addiction.

No matter how hard I try, I cant seem to quit relationships.

Love? Romance? Or maybe its just the idea of being in love…

I just keep falling for the same tricks, no matter how many times I tell myself not to…

Its exasperating. I don’t know what to do with myself… What a s*cker. Seriously…

Whenever something nice or good happens…

I start thinking…

“Oh no… Crap… Its happening again. How long is this one gonna last? When is it gonna be taken away from me? When & how is it gonna end??? Well, lets make the most out of it while it lasts then…”

& Before I can even grasp what’s happening… I’m in way too deep.

& Just when I have gotten comfortable & used to it… It’s gone. Ended. Period.

Ouch… Pain. It hurts… Hurts so bad.

& Next time round, the exact same thing happens all over again.

Its like a vicious cycle that I can’t break out of.

Sighs…

“I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they’re right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together.” By Marilyn Monroe, 1926 -1962.

Wish what she said is true…

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About iamanonconformist

"Imperfection is beauty, madness is genius and it's better to be absolutely ridiculous than absolutely boring." By Marilyn Monroe, 1926 -1962.
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